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8 OF S-WORDS of Lord I was born a rambling man in a forest of S-words

#soultarotchallenge Day 19: What am I drawing into my life at this time? What comes up is the 8 OF S-WORDS. I don’t think I like this #tarotchallenge anymore. I don’t want to draw a stupid old mental prison into my life. You gotta understand, when the lord made me he made a rambling man. I don’t need any fences or bars holding me back. Private property is a theft! I want to be free to go where I please, when I please, don’t tread on me! There hasn’t been a prison made that can hold me! I’m like a hobo Houdini, I’m a rolling stone, i'm a hooch-kochi man. I’m a free wheeling Bob Dylan. Lord I was born a rambling man trying to make a livin and doing the best I can. I don’t need no 8 of S-Words cramping my style. I’m running down the road tryin to loosen my load. I can go anywhere and do anything that’s the opposite of being confined, so what if I don’t know where to go or what to do. So what if I’m stuck trying to figure out what’s the right thing for me. That’s fine at least I don’t have a job or a house or a structure to hold me back. I’m just out here, breaking rocks in the hot sun. It’s just wide open space in every direction as far as the eye can see. No fences no borders. I just don’t really know how I’m going to get to the other side of this vast expanse, or which direction to go in. I guess my race is run.


Hold on, this is a prison, there just aren’t any bars, there’s only nothingness and I can’t see anything beyond that. Oh gawd get me out of here! Mama tried to raise me better but her pleading I denied! Somebody help! Somebody...Maybe the full moon can guide me? Maybe the structure of virgo can help me out of this wasteland of choice. Maybe this Mercury / Neptune square to Jupiter will expand the dream beyond what I can see or believe is possible. Maybe it will help me to see further then this blindfold that hides the vast possibilities of the unknown, and only shows the limits of what I think is possible. Maybe Chiron’s ingress into Aries will come in the form of a key to open this vague cell that just looks like high rent and low wage jobs, or like roads and tumble weeds. Maybe what I’m calling in is not the prison but the recognition that I’m already incarcerated, Perhaps once the walls and bars reveal themselves then I can begin to see how to free myself. Perhaps it’s time to bake a cake with a file in it and begin to envision a life where I’m actually free and not just tossed by the winds of time. One where I have some agency to create something sustainable for myself instead of just subsisting on the scraps of my dreams that I allow myself to accept. Watch out now. Tonight there's gonna be a jailbreak, Somewhere in the town...


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